What’s On My Mind

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It took me hundreds of nos to finally land a job. This year, my world has made a 180-degrees turn. In fashion, one day you’re in and the next day you’re out. But in real life, one day you’re up, one day you’re down.

As I start a new chapter in my career, as I realized that this is my fourth company this year. Not because I’m a quitter, but because there are some instances in your life that you cannot control. And you have to keep fighting through those times because you have big dreams for yourself.

So yes. Life has been busy lately. I cannot complain. Very blessed is how I feel.

Sometimes I cannot help but ask myself, how many adjustments am I still going to make? Another people, another environment…But looking back, it made me feel proud about myself because I’m still here…standing strong.

These photos, taken by my twin sister after my visit to the hairdresser. (I’m not paid for this but Hizi Hair is the best salon I’ve been to so far. They’re very professional.)

While I was sitting, looking at the mirror, the only thing running my mind that time was can I afford this? I mean I can, but it’s a bit above my budget. Then there’s a small voice whispering ‘you deserve it. You have been working so hard. You have been thinking about other people. Maybe it’s time you think about yourself, too. You deserve it.

Before I left the salon, I posted this exact quote on my IG:

Invest in yourself that it makes someone else want to invest in you.

Anyway, my boyfriend asks me almost everyday when my next blogpost is and what’s it about. Well, here…a bit of my life update and what’s on my mind.

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